For art thou GAY or NOT????? :o

Tell me? Man I have been attending this school for almost 4 years and finally I get a SUPER HUGE crush on a new guy that came. His attitude actions and conversations drew me to HIM. Yet when I finally get the courage to talk to him. Rumor has it that he iss gay WHY ME !!!!!!! Well that was a page turner FOR SURE. Even if his not gay STILL how the heck are you suppose to ask a question like THAT. Wait let me give a brief description of how that's going to play out. "Oh hey tall light and handsome, well I know this is SUPER AWKWARD but can you tell me whether the rumors about you are true or not?"Eek well heres my answer, " WTF is wrong with you are you seriously asking that question!" And heres the dreadful answer that I really don't want, " As If it's any of your concern and YES I AM for you and anyone else who wants to know" Then there goes those pesky tear drops of extreme sadness well this one is for anyone that has had or having this problem. WOW NOW THAT'S WhAT YOU CALL SOCIALLY AWKWARD !!!!!! Life is definitely full of surprises including stupid disappointments