Getting Better

We notice that some days are worst then others such as some days are better. We go through life thinking the way we handle things is the best way. We think, "Hey I'm here and where I am is fine." Let's wake up people ,"No matter how hard we try to think where we are is fine WE ARE NOT!" Life can be virtuous and bright. But we have to keep in mind that we can't get to a point where we feel stuck and put forth zero affort to change anything. We try so hard to do what needs to be done we ignore the good that life can bring. Happiness is what we aim for or in other words what we should Aim for. Lately I have let myself go ..... By that I mean I let go of all the things that made me happy and focused on what makes everyone else happy. It took me two and half semesters in college to realize that I was making a terrible mistake. I'm beginning a life anew taking in consideration of my past but letting it control MY FUTURE!!! Therefore from this day forward life is my white unicorn and I'm going to grab it by the horns and ride it to my happy ending! 

Life Can Kinda of AWESOME!!!

So, today was a crazy day well I finally was able to do ll things I had been putting off for weeks....... Such as; hair, nails ,feet, maybe even hygiene lol :) just kidding..... But though this day was pretty weird ...... It turned out to be PRETTY AWESOME . I had class today in which I didn't enjoy I had to go to the dentist today in which I also, didn't enjoy very much... Now LETS NOT FORGET IM PHONELESS my phone has been out for officially 24 HOURS AS OF RIGHT NOW..... IM DYIN ON THE INSIDE COMPLETELY DISAPPEARING!!!!And let's not even bring up the horrible place you call a job! But all in all my ride home with my boyfriend tonight was MAGICAL....... The air was pure and non filtered. The ride was smooth and sweet. The airplanes were going just the right of MPH were I could see them clearly.The feeling of the crisp wind through my hair the its way to  The scenery was breathtaking, beautiful, and in the past went entirely unnoticed. Keep this in mind I take this way back to campus everyday but it was just something about it tonight. That's when I recognized that LIFE CAN BE KINDA AWESOME