Whoa Right :)

Welp I would get into all the things that have went wrong in my life thus far since High School, but I WONT! but I will give you a brief overview.... My first "real boyfriend," I found him in college and he was somewhat tall and chocolate like I liked them. When we met it was like 1000000 volts of electricity sent through my body. Now, " Would I have died? Hell yeah like I think my insides would have melted. But moving forward I "Keunna Arnold" messed that up BIG TIME because I'm crazy and thought he deserved better and so did I. Anyway fast forward to school I removed myself from Christian Brothers University for financial reasons. Then sat out for one semester and summer during that time I worked like a robot with zero sleep and zero regrets because I DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO THINK ABOUT THEM!!! Then once my body was like, "YO, lil mama you need to chill like I'm tired and I need rest. I had to unfortunately oblige it." So this brings me to today I"m back in school with DEBT UP TO MY NECK!! Maybe I'll get to live the life that I have paid all this money for. If not, I will be another zombie in this society to breathe, work, eat, and die. On top of taking a break from school, losing the love of my life, I also, lost someone I considered a friend. NOOO... She didn't die she just had way to much to say about my life and her OWN LIFE HAD GONE TO SHIT.


Sooooo YUP !

Peace be on to you my awkward friends OXOX....

Getting Better

We notice that some days are worst then others such as some days are better. We go through life thinking the way we handle things is the best way. We think, "Hey I'm here and where I am is fine." Let's wake up people ,"No matter how hard we try to think where we are is fine WE ARE NOT!" Life can be virtuous and bright. But we have to keep in mind that we can't get to a point where we feel stuck and put forth zero affort to change anything. We try so hard to do what needs to be done we ignore the good that life can bring. Happiness is what we aim for or in other words what we should Aim for. Lately I have let myself go ..... By that I mean I let go of all the things that made me happy and focused on what makes everyone else happy. It took me two and half semesters in college to realize that I was making a terrible mistake. I'm beginning a life anew taking in consideration of my past but letting it control MY FUTURE!!! Therefore from this day forward life is my white unicorn and I'm going to grab it by the horns and ride it to my happy ending! 

Life Can Kinda of AWESOME!!!

So, today was a crazy day well I finally was able to do ll things I had been putting off for weeks....... Such as; hair, nails ,feet, maybe even hygiene lol :) just kidding..... But though this day was pretty weird ...... It turned out to be PRETTY AWESOME . I had class today in which I didn't enjoy I had to go to the dentist today in which I also, didn't enjoy very much... Now LETS NOT FORGET IM PHONELESS my phone has been out for officially 24 HOURS AS OF RIGHT NOW..... IM DYIN ON THE INSIDE COMPLETELY DISAPPEARING!!!!And let's not even bring up the horrible place you call a job! But all in all my ride home with my boyfriend tonight was MAGICAL....... The air was pure and non filtered. The ride was smooth and sweet. The airplanes were going just the right of MPH were I could see them clearly.The feeling of the crisp wind through my hair the its way to  The scenery was breathtaking, beautiful, and in the past went entirely unnoticed. Keep this in mind I take this way back to campus everyday but it was just something about it tonight. That's when I recognized that LIFE CAN BE KINDA AWESOME

Welcome back

Now I know I haven't blogged in a long time as a matter of fact it's been a WHOLE YEAR. Whoa, right? Well I have been very busy lol nope I'm lying just forgot all about this thing. IM BACK NOW !!!! And the reason I'm back is because funny things consistently happens to me ALL THE TIME. So I thought it would be best to tell my very little followers about it. Feels pretty good to express my feelings again. WELCOME BACK TO ME :)

DOING too MUCH

I didn't listen to my mama when she was trying to tell me that I needed to take time off and STOP doing TOO much but as usual, I didn't listen NOW my robotics team is going to DALLAS tomorrow MIND you I have NEVER been to Dallas and it would have been AWESOME :) UNFORTUNATELY!!!!!!! I will not be attending DUE to my play which from the beginning I knew would become a problem but I felt I had it under control I WAS SOOOOO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mann thats like a model director walking up to me and saying I WANT YOU, YOU GORGEOUS WOMEN!!!!!!!!! And my response is, "Well mister creator of my future i cant because I have an important doctor appointment maybe next month lol!" WHAT THE CRAP chances like that happen every NEVER !!!!!!! Should have listened to you mama SORRY :(

The Smartest people SUCK TOO

Well Mann getting ready for college is crappers but you know the COLLEGES that pick you when others reject is the REAL Ones that CARE:) I have applied to about 10 major schools and as of right now I have been rejected by at least 3 It's extremely painful but I will not give up JUST hitting another boulder in the journey of KEUNNA's
Future like my grandmother said god rest her soul," And this too shall pass!"

Bad DAY!!!

Mann my entire weekend has been horrible. The question that everyone asks is "Why ME?." Mostly its just overwhelming to deal with many things at once. So take it from YES it CAN be tiring. BUT it will get better sometimes its hard for me to take my OWN advice. It so easy to lose faith and hope but things only last for the moment. It's always over before you know it .